At one point while being sick I really thought I was going to die while laying on the couch and while darin was in the shower. Really over dramatic, i know, but I even thought about leaving a note since I probably wouldnt make it to the time darin got out of the shower. Ha! At first the note would read something like: I love you and I’m okay to die. But then was brought to tears thinking of leaving darin alone, so then I thought i should write something like: Please find happiness, i love you. But then I thought what if i was cut off right after ‘Please find’, and then it would be the big mystery forever. so I decided to just not write a note, and around this time i also thought: I guess i probably am not dying. but if i did, i’m sure he would figure it all out.
Recovering from even a common cold is so rejuvenating because you now think about all the things you can do that you couldnt have done for the past few days, which seemed like a dark eternity.
The future is only ever bright and beautiful. I think I’ll go to the park tomorrow and see the ducks. Maybe start yoga.
well maybe not.
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leaharbison said:
haha. you need to write more!
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