January 2012
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The people outside scare me. they are perfect and know all the secrets. outside is a daze, a fog over a moat that keeps me from them. and i think i can be out there and i thought it was clear but i wonder what was that? something without fear.
I want to learn French so that I can speak it in my head to myself. Walking down the street today I felt like my whole life I’ve had my eyes shut. I had clear thoughts and saw a lot of beauty in a way that I haven’t seen it in a long time. I thought about the sound of train tracks underneath you as you drift quickly through rice patties and mountains in jungles: The sound of being asleep. For a...
December 2011
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Sidney Bechet - Si tu vois...
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“Concentrate on what you want to say to yourself and your friends. Follow your...”
– Allen Ginsberg
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At one point while being sick I really thought I was going to die while laying on the couch and while darin was in the shower. Really over dramatic, i know, but I even thought about leaving a note since I probably wouldnt make it to the time darin got out of the shower. Ha! At first the note would read something like: I love you and I’m okay to die. But then was brought to tears thinking of...
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“Run Run Run Away
Lost Lost Lost my mind
Like you to stay
Want you to be my prize.”
dreadfully sick today but cant help but be sick and happy at the same time. Darin made an amazing italian soup for dinner and we watched Jane austen movies together while wrapped up in the knitted blankets our grandparents made for us. This is nice, but just as long as I’m all better by tomorrow morning!
November 2011
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Best part of the day was getting off of my long shift on the first day at the new store, walking across the street to the British pub, where Darin had been spending time watching futbol, and enjoying an ice cold smittwicks and buffalo wings with him. Then walking home together after catching up on the last eight hours that we had been apart.
October 2011
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I just want to move away!!! Its becoming more and more real which means more overwhelming and scary, BUT EXCITING!!!! All the stars in the universe have to line up just perfectly for this to happen, but one by one it is falling in place. woop di woop!